So I am usually pretty good at fixing things...I see something is broken, I put my mind to it and a little elbow grease...and I get it fixed, but I guess I am only human right...not everything has an immediate solution. So what do you do when you can't fix it!!!!????
I am struggling right now....my poor, sweet, amazing hubby cannot find a job anywhere, despite all of his time, efforts, dedication and sheer will, he still can't find anything out there and I fear that he is loosing his will to "make it happen" I want to make all of the bad day's go away for him like he did for me so many times in the past with his love, support and understanding of what I was going through. But I just don't have the tools to fix it!!
It's not easy being a parent, you stuggle daily in your mind about if you said or did the right thing, if your child is getting enough sleep, food, excercise and quality time with the people that matter most. Now add a 2 1/2 year old "ALL BOY" and a 6 year old with Mommy's Emotions to the mix and I think that anyone might loose their mind. So I try to pass off my hubby's short fuse to spending wayyyy too much time dealing with the emotions two young boys, but I worry that his patience are wearing thin and then what do we do???
I love my husband more than anything in this world and I would give up anything for him to be happy, but how do you talk a person into being "positive and upbeat about things" when you aren't really feeling it yourself. I will never give up on my positive attitude when it come to my family and I know that something will come soon, but man...this is ROUGH!!!
Faith is the bird that sings when the dawn is still dark.
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